Expressing I can’t stop sin

Who can, or might who has is it done in Son, so why do I still have lust that is in this body? I trust God Father in risen Son that Son is risen for us to be new in his risen life presently and forever. Butt I still sin, or have and not yet to this day stopped completely, I do well and then not, I try to not and do, Is it me or this body I am in? I know I can’t harm others that is proven to me, yet have not on purpose but have through anger, that I hate to have. What a perplexity I am in, admitting I need Father to lead not me, in risen Son this is claimed by Father as done, Yet from time to time I sin again in lust of this world I am in.

What might happen or be if I did quit and never again did do any sin? Would I need him? Enquiring minds want to know, at least I do and so here I go to not sin again, I can do all things through Christ that leads. Can I, or is that I in the way and I do not see it?

I feel as though I got it, and then I find out I do not got it as whatever it is in lust of this world through this dead body that I reckon as dead is not, every time I get the thought of I am enlightened, I find as Paul said this to the Corinthians

2 Cor 12:7-10 every time I think I know, I get a messenger of Satan to buffet me to humble me to see it is not me that has got it together, it is Father of in risen Son for us to walk new in by Son’s Fait, not any of our own made up faith.

To reconcile me as not able to do, to see Father’s grace of Son is sufficient enough, in my not being able, I need his love and mercy of what is done by Son for me and all the world.

I hear in John 19:30 “IT IS FINISHED”  I asked what is finished, is it Law? Is it just fulfilled by Son for us to be able now to do by belief, faith only? What Faith Son’s Faith or our own made up faith’s we seem to make up in our own mindsets?

For I am now asking to be delivered Son’s Jesus Christ’s Faith to me from Father of Son. To be imputed this truth to be led in and trust when I get that messenger of Satan to buffet me, it is for my good as Father only wants what is good for us. I believe that as in Jeremiah 29:11 tells me.

So here I am in Father’s trust fund, by Son’s one time done work for me of being 100% reconciled whether I sin again or not! What? someone replies, no way, if I sin again I need to repent again do I not?

Is not there only one Faith, one Baptism and one Lord?

So which saves, water baptism where we add Jesus toys to stand in and behave?

Or be Spirit Baptized by Father in Spirit and Truth the risen Son, Jesus, Yashsuah Ha’ Mashiach given this Father, Yah!

As Paul in Acts saw another one that claimed John’s Baptism of water, and Paul asked them have you not heard of the Spirit Baptism? No they answered and Father in Spirit and Truth revealed to them this truth for new life given them from him in Son’s done work for them.

Yet I have still lusted after stuff of in this world, that I now hate, yet do anyway. So is it the new me doing this?

Romans 7:13-20 Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)

13 Was then that which is good made death unto me? God forbid. But sin, that it might appear sin, working death in me by that which is good; that sin by the commandment might become exceeding sinful. 14 For we know that the law is spiritual: but I am carnal, sold under sin. 15 For that which I do I allow not: for what I would, that do I not; but what I hate, that do I. 16 If then I do that which I would not, I consent unto the law that it is good. 17 Now then it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me. 18 For I know that in me (that is, in my flesh,) dwelleth no good thing: for to will is present with me; but how to perform that which is good I find not. 19 For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do. 20 Now if I do that I would not, it is no more I that do it, but sin that dwelleth in me.

Woe, wow, how to reconcile this above? Isaiah saw this in Isaiah 6:1-6, and saw this too in Isaiah 7:9 about doubt, how that keeps us from seeing the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

So can I now glory in my iniquities as Paul said in 2 Cor 12:7-10? And if I do what might happen? Here the doubt enter in? And what does God say about us not believing 100% to him?

He will not establish us, why? Might be because of free choice given us? There is a power in the spirit of the air in error to God Father and Son as won for us to be new in?

That power is thought, ever thought about that, as why does God through Paul tell us to take all thoughts captive to the obedience of Christ? So we might not ponder them in doubt, where we, I have messed up so many times, I still do not understand Col. 1:21-23 for me and everyone else too. But I believe it, and see to rest in it, yet I do not do that and do, do that. And Father remains faithful in I am forgiven by Son and so is everyone else too. Whether in belief or not yet, all are forgiven at the one time death of Son from what I read in the Scriptures given us. Deciphered by Father, the Holy Spirit of it all to lead us in true Love as described in 1 Cor. 13:4-7, that Father imputed in us each as in Romans 4:17-25

This is so amazing I can’t fathom it, it is as far as the east is from the west

Psalms 103:12, and so now we can as in Psalms 100:4 tells us we can, even as David did, yet sinned again himself I suspect. For he needed Father (not known as Father then) to lead him every second of each and every day, even before the Christ did what he saw would do. He remained in belief to God, as this is for us too. Today I see we as people here on earth are looking back to the cross of the Christ, as David looked forward to it.

Even Job also in Job 19:25. and we can see the testimonies in Hebrews 11


Thanks as I vent what is goin g on in me today, Father is GOOD as Son is with him as the two are now One, by Father who raised Son from  the dead, which sanctified Son as High Priest never to die again, even though we do not see him in flesh and blood as the Disciples did and wrote this in Scripture to us, to believe, receive and see in not quitting belief to eat they have told us as true.




Addition or Submission?

I understand this, the word has gone out to us all to hear and believe it or not. The Christ is risen as reported to us in the Bible from each one of the Disciples. They all attest to they have seen him as risen. All that is left for each of us is to choose to believe he is risen or not.

Somewhere, somehow, I think to this day everyone has heard, many claim to believe and make nothing more of it. Many say they believe as an act to get stuff here on earth to survive here.

There are those that have turned to God in belief that he is risen for them to be given new life to be led in. These whether choose belief or not, is what God knows or not, not me, you or anyone else. But by our own thought(s) in judging others by what we see the evidence of them do or not do as we think they should do or not do.

So what does this boil down to?

Are we, I, you and others adding Jesus to our thoughts, and then striving to do as told to do by the religions around us in there interpretations to them?

Or Submission to the risen Lord, unto his Lord, known as Father for us to learn to have no more fear of. 1 John 4:18-19

I know this and I can’t control this, is me the body I am in, is not redeemed or reconciled, what why but I want it to be, do you all want that too?

How can I or you, have any of you not ever gotten mad or upset? And righteously defended this, having your reason (s) for getting mad. Are these reasons righteous? Maybe or not, who really knows when we all have different opinions about things here on earth that go on. One says  yes go ahead and fight, argue and disagree with that other one as others say no that is not right. Well then who is right? Not me, even whenever I think I am right, yet when I think I am I AM, how about you too?

So adding Christ to my life is for my protection to be right over others that do not see as I see, is that right? How much more rights do I have being born here on earth the same as everyone else? How much do you have? Are we not all first born here from man and woman having sex, whether it was wanted or not, did you or I ask for this to be done, To live here in troubles and learn to get passed them?

You decide for self, I know I did not ask to be born here on earth, but am. I have had troubles, and still can and do have them. How about you too? Your choice to choose to see them or not and to hide from them or not. As for somehow, I know in first birth, I just was born not knowing a thing. I cried because the Doctor slapped my butt, when I cane out, I cried, I wonder if I cried in stating put me back in. I was comfortable in there. I ate because Mom ate, I breathed because Mom Breathed, I lived because Mom lived, put me back I was settled and comfortable.

Now I did not know this at first, as people would come by and say oh what a cute little baby, Me not knowing at all what was coming ahead in troubles to go through, any one else see this too?

So at around age two, for the first time I get told NO!, and I whine in not understanding as I was curious to this and or that, association everything to be put in my mouth. So the learning to behave takes place or not learning in rebuking, to do as I think to do, regardless of the punishing to not do I receive.

Anyone else following me? See we do not like punishment do we? We do like to just live though after being born it is not so bad, great here I am as I see others worshipping me as a baby, oh so cute they say. What am I better than the others I see that are praising me?

Do I think so before I face confrontation of not now being able to do as I pleased for the first two years of me?  What a Conundrum. So I and maybe you too, learned what to do to keep from getting into troubles. Whether we fake or act as one’s that behave or not to get stuff and not be punished?

Such as I learned to be a behavioral person, to be good enough to get on Santa’s list of gifts to be given me. Once a year, so did IO learn to add Jesus or whatever religion my parents or guardians endorsed to get good gifts from Santa then as told he was true and is not, except there was a Saint Nick, that has been turned into Santa Clause.

So I heard these words about being naughty or not, and that Santa makes a list each year whether we, I am naughty or nice. So what have I learned but to hide my not good actions and reactions, to stuff. Then when I got good gifts and knew from with in I had not been good enough to get them. I learned fakeness in just adding Jesus as my savior to others to hear to get stuff, What a sham this was at least for me to see this truth in how I responded to this Jesus I heard about in the Church I was brought up in, being Methodist.

And when I thought I was good and do not get good gifts, not understanding the need to have money to be given them, I got dismayed in them and disgusted, being in thought I had been good enough to get  god gifts and did not. Anyone else see this? The programming of to be good and not be bad? Is that good for us in the long run or is this deception of truth to us, learning to perform and act as if we are good and are not, each one in themselves knowing this we are not, at least I know this about me in a body of flesh and blood that God despises ever since Adam the first took upon himself in free will to eat from that one tree, he did and death came to all flesh. This has been this way ever since, until The Christ was risen from the dead as revealed when he was risen and ate with the disciples according to them in their messages given.

Which we each person has the free choice to believe this or not, choice is to believe or not believe, even try to believe by doing good works, which happened to me to do good work. I found out this truth.

EX: I took a bathtub of water and put in this tub Ten Apples, (Ten Laws) and I was to sink everyone of these Apples under water all of them at the same time, using two hands, I never got that chore accomplished. Try it, this is amazing to see what it means when it is said no flesh can [please God Father, but One, that do this task perfect, Now not one other can do this what is done for us by Son in Father and Father in Son. why?

Because Jesus was not born of man, born of woman yes, not man. For the first time ever, God himself was not ever known as Father. For Jesus came by a Virgin, Mary from the tribe of Judah.

So looking back in the fall of mankind, what brought it on? Woman right? She ate from that tree in front of Adam and did not die right away correct? So Adam saw this and doubted also, in what God’s enemy said to Eve, you won’t die, you be made wise! So when she did not die, Adam ate as well.

So death came to us all after them if one sees to believe the story left us from Moses when God told him all the cliff notes in what happened.

So in over time as Satan used Eve, God used Mary to reverse the curse that was on us. Death of us, in the Soul and Spirit that was not ever made alive yet, not completed as would have been if they did not eat from that one tree of the knowledge of good and bad then.

Ezekiel 36:26 Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)

26 A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh.

This is done for us in the risen Son, yet I did not see this until I finalized his death for us all to get new life in his resurrected life here and now and forever in his love and mercy for us all to take and appreciate, submitting to this love and mercy not adding to it to get stuff here and now on earth, But first his death had to take away Sin all of it in his Father’s sight first. Otherwise Pentecost would have never come to earth to make us new in belief to his done work first.

What? Father came to earth in Spirit and Truth and is till here to renew us each in belief to his love and mercy of Son given us, As we might learn this in Col 1:21-23, Romans 5:1-10, Eph. 1:6,7,13 Psalms 103:12, 100:4, Job 19:25, Even in King David when he changed his mind from unbelief to belief, when Nathaniel faced him privately, he told David of his sin. Now David could have just killed Nathaniel then, for they were alone were they not?

So again have you, I and others just added Jesus to us? Or have we yet submitted for his lead not ours?

The very first prediction of the cooking King that has today been here and done what was needed was said in Genesis 3:15 would be done!

Might be time to see Acts 20:21, Gal 2:20-21 and not just add and go and do what we think is good or not. We hear many others tell us what is good or not. When only God Father is good, per Jesus this was said in the Gospels Matthew 19 for one. Only my Father is good, and today in his being risen and Father giving us this truth to stand in as risen, Father of Jesus is now our Father too.

Just some meat to chew on that Paul wanted to state to the Corinthians then and they were not yet ready to receive it yet.

To start, turn to God inside self and ask to see, and stand in trust as troubles come in, for that be the enemies of God trying to keep anyone from breaking through. But, yet the word, Jesus the Son can not be stopped, as has been tried to be stopped for over two thousand years now. So what has the enemies done? Joined in to try to deceive us, using religions to do this, read it in the Corinthians messages from Paul to them.

Satan himself appears as an Angel to fool even the very elect ones called out to expose him in his craftiness, such as Wiley E Coyote, can’t catch him The Road runner

Standing in God’s truth of Son risen form us, standing in even if one sin again, according to Father he has taken that out of the way for us to stand in as gone too. Purged, so when Father reveals this to each that do not quit belief to his love and mercy for them each will one day see. So do not give up searching the truth out, even especially in adversities that try to stop us.

Kind of be like a Job, and just do not curse God, stand in belief even through adversities, and one day see, as Job saw in the end Chapter,

Homwardbound I am in by him not by me or anyone else! Thank you Father and Son I see it is all you for us to be new in you top just love where there is no law at all against Love, your type as in 1 Cor 13:4-7 tells me of. And I ask for this type to be imputed as in Romans 4:17-25 Thank you as we all come together in his love and mercy given us all by Son’s one time death to save us in his risen \Life that you give only, knowing every heart’s reason to get the new heart and Spirit you give,

Thank you for all the troubles, that have been allowed for me to go through here on earth, in this valley of the shadow of death, to see to trust you and fear no more, you Loving us, as I did not see in adversities at first.

Thank you deeply













God Father of Riosen Son seeks the willing one’s

Willing or not willing

Willing! or Not

Today we are revealed be willing to die. If one wants to see new life be willing to be as dead already.
WHAT? Romans 6:1-11
Be dead to be alive. Not easy to see until it be revealed by being willing, this is done once one decides to believe, for Father in Spirit gives it

So as Jesus showed us, in willing death, then Stephan in Acts. What has happened to the truth of this?

AS Jesus said we will have troubles here on this earth, all of us. But not to fear for he has overcome this world in willing death he is risen forever to never die again per Father who did the raising.
John 16:33

This is the common thread in the New Testament, He Is Risen!

And all are called to believe or not believe consciously, so at judgment day for each of us personally, will be without an excuse in what he chose to do evil or good in unbelief or to do good in belief. along with evil, not wanting to do evil.  Yet doing what we do not want to do, by the thought(s) of not wanting to do it. Romans 7 clears this up. It is no longer us that does that evil. It is this body we are in. For we serve God now by the hidden man of our new Heart given us to stand in belief no matter what troubles come up.

The Final answer! Belief or unbelief so simple yet it does not feel as so simple. As we go through troubles, all of us.
For emotions, feelings take the lead whenever in troubles in pain here on earth. Now seeing John 10:10, one might see what the thief is?

Could it be emotions when they lead? Like a train can function correctly if the caboose is leading, can it?

Homwardbound there and here in and out as called in belief alone, not of work, if it were then this gift5 given is not a gift given

Do we not understand what doubt does to us?

Be true to God above all else and see new while in the blues

Looking at that above is that not what causes troubles in us?
Doubt, I am not doing right, I just got mad and now I am not accepted. So I focus on not getting mad and doing righteously.
I find fault with me in trying to not have any. So doubt enters in and keeps me captive to whatever I do The I do not want to do.
Righteousness is nothing but right thinking. and Doubt keeps one out of right thinking.
God himself in risen Son gives us each personally right thinking to think. Doubt is not included in this at all

Isaiah 7:9Authorized (King James) Version (AKJV)

And the head of Ephraim is Samaria, and the head of Samaria isRemaliah’s son. If ye will not believe, surely ye shall not be established.
Do we make void the Laws, do we fight them and not hold them up as good for us all?
I speak of the pompatus of Love from the Steve Miller Band. Where this word got started.
As no one can figure this out, the same as many do not figure out God’s Love that goes on forever, even if one does not do right, again and again, this Pompatus of Love continues on forever in through Son as risen for us to walk new in contentment
1Cor. 13:13, read 8-12 first to see all else passes away as we just walk new in Love to all as God is in this to us first by Son, in death for reconciliation and risen life to be given to all that stand in belief he is risen to teach us right thinking, As we get this imputed in each of us
1 Cor. 13:4-7, no more of the verses 1-3 

What be the truth, Only Father of the Son, Jesus knows, so repent into belief to him, The Father alone and be new

Not everyone that says unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. (Matthew 7:21)

What is your purpose for what you do?


The bottom line whatever you do it out of LOVE expect nothing in return.


What does this mean? Over the years, this verse has been twisted like the wicker on a wicker chair. It has been twisted around and around to the point a lot of people cannot stand even hearing this verse; the interpretation has left a bad taste in many a people’s mouths. Society has put a mathematical formula on everything, including Einstein. There is no mathematical formula to reach God. It is already done through Jesus Christ, today it is belief and from belief you love all as you are loved from God’s standpoint. From God’s standpoint you are unconditionally loved forever, please seek to receive this, once you do you will be free from all judgment of this world, and true love from the Father through the finished work of Christ will shed abroad in your hearts, bonded together by the Spirit of truth. No one can rail against this, even when anyone does it will no longer effect you unto anger, malice, regret, remorse, depression, for this is all history, and you are now free to do whatever you want to do. All things are permissible, you decide if it is beneficial in you, for in you God lives and you have a personal relationship, were you are free to decide what to do, this is the good news.


Others believe and think that they are doing the will, telling others to do this, do not do that, you and you are not in the will unless you do this or do that. WOW!


When Jesus died he did not make anyone else God over anyone else. As a matter of fact he rose from the dead and has been made higher than anyone else. He passes on to us all LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!


His love, his Fathers love, the Holy Spirit of truth in you from your belief in Christ. It is all about love nothing else. How can one have a more abundant life except by unconditional love?


So why is it that people are using that verse Matthew 7:21 as a showmanship, a competition look at me I am a betty better than you, or God loves me more because I go to church every Sunday, Wednesday and even when no one is there.


People it is all about love your neighbor after seeing how much God loves you. So ask God the creator of all how much he does love you? Seek this out, and I guarantee your whole outlook will change. Actions for anyone do not change until attitude changes. Attitude will not change until you see the love provided for you to receive, starting back at the walk of Jesus here on earth unto the cross unto the death, the resurrection, the Spirit of truth unto The Father. Those that are seeking love keep seeking it if you have not found it. I have found it in this world before in playing games getting a wife, doing this or that, yet all the things in this world that I have tried have all been a temporal solace. Now that I have received God’s love provided to me through the cross of Christ, nothing is temporal any longer. I am free to go here or there do anything I want to do with no condemnation from God himself. Now if I go into drugs am I condemned? There is no condemnation from God. There is condemnation from all peoples, condemning you. There is no true love from people. But, there is from God. There are people that have received God’s love and will not condemn you either, but that is God’s love through them nursing you back to health. God’s health, not the world’s health there is a difference.


See that verse, is all about Love, in fact the whole bible is about LOVE, LOVE, LOVE.


Love is what goes on forever, everything else will pass away


Yours truly to all and in all for all will come to belief this is what the Father is waiting for you to see and believe you are loved, I know cannot believe until you see as Doubting Thomas was, but believing is seeing. The air you breathe is intangible yet it is what keeps you alive, you do not see it, yet you believe in it so you see it. This is how it is with God the creator of all. So go now and love all regardless for this is how God loves you. What is your response?


Love you all in Christ

God is the initiator. we are the responders in reality to me

What are we? Responders or Initiators, or both

What is a responder?



v. re·spond·ed, re·spond·ing, re·sponds


1. To make a reply; answer: respond to an email.

2. To act in return or in answer: firefighters responding to a call. See Synonyms at answer.

3. To react to a stimulus or to a treatment, especially in a favorable way: tumors that responded to radiation

What is an initiator?

[verb ih-nish-ee-eyt; adjective, noun ih-nish-ee-it, -eyt]

SynonymsExamplesWord Origin

See more synonyms for initiate on

verb (used with object), in·i·ti·at·ed, in·i·ti·at·ing.

to begin, set going, or originate: to initiate major social reforms.

to introduce into the knowledge of some art or subject.

to admit or accept with formal rites into an organization or group, secret knowledge, adult society, etc.

So we as people do initiate things do we not? We think of ideas and bring them to fruition, look at all the progress in today’s society.


So we have those that initiate and those who respond to those that initiate, EX: the Cell Phone today, created by mankind, even doing it wireless.


Big Business in creating, is there not?

Without responders, there would be no business would there, so the two go hand in hand. As we have initiators and responders, we have the same in good and or bad. In electricity, we have a positive and a negative, with out both there Is no light, unless

one goes back to the old ways electricity was used. It was three phase wiring, there were three Hot Leads to a circle, and each at 120 degrees apart, would made up 360 degrees as a whole circle. Which when each supplied electricity the circle would spin.

This is how electricity was used, until man found out how to make capacitors to cause the circle, (EG motors and such to run by its power).

So did man create electricity? Or does man just find it, here on earth and use it? So in retrospect, something, here on earth here had to be created first for this energy to be found and used, even manipulated to be used as man thinks to use it. Trial and Error.

Who was it that invented the light bulb? Was it Abraham, Lincoln? No Thomas Edison. How many errors in trying to get that bulb to give light? A lot, who invented the transportation, man did again in trial and error, all known today as Entrepreneur’s.

And we the people respond to these Entrepreneur’s, as long as it works for us. So man is a God, he thinks, he produces we respond and use to get along and live here do we not? So we know this truth, no matter what man has come up with or comes up with,

he only uses resources here on earth to make, manipulate and create out of stuff here already. Everything we see today is made out of the resources of this earth we are on and in a part of it, are we not? So who or what created this Earth and Universe, we

delve into, to find this out as man wants to know. All of us, no matter what anyone picks, chooses and or believes, this earth and the surroundings is here, however it got here it is here, and we as men use it to live here for as long as we can, do we not?

So maybe we now can take a look at Acts in the Bible left us, however interpreted by man it is what it is. Written to us to figure out things, like we all die and why? Not ever wanting to die, I see this from with inside me, maybe you too, You decide, I know

I have, even though all have died, I know most of my family has, I got two siblings left out of five plus mom and dad are dead also, not here in flesh and blood any longer. The Acts part I am talking about is when the Apostle Paul went to a town, that had

Acts 17:23 for as I was out walking I saw your many altars, and one of them had this inscription on it—‘To the Unknown God.’ You have been worshiping him without knowing who he is, and now I wish to tell you about him. If anyone decides to read this,

about what is said has taken place here. Read it please to see, what I am talking about how we as people do not want to die, so this town had flags, many of them wanting to be saved. Acts 17:22 So Paul, standing before

them at the Mars Hill forum, addressed them as follows:

“Men of Athens, I notice that you are very religious, 23 for as I was out walking I saw your many altars, and one of them had this inscription on it—‘To the Unknown God.’ You have been worshiping him without knowing who he is, and now I wish to tell you

about him. That is what Paul said at Mars hill then, according to what is written to us in it. About a Loving God to us all to turn to in belief, God has each and every one’s best interest at heart. (Jeremiah 29:11)

So I see me and many others, wanting peace and serenity here on earth. Some even sell their birth rites for that here on earth, not caring about harming others or not. includes themselves. So to get ahead, others get stepped on, for this gain for themselves and

those they love. I am looking at this happening to us all, to make it here on earth, being each in some kind of tragedy or many tragedies, however one responds to this makes one better or worse, even though might look good to others, having stuff here on

earth. This to me comes down to being truly loved or not whether in adversities or not. So I ask me, what am I doing, I know I need to have, I have to have. So how to go about to have, is what I see is key to being a person on earth that either cares for all or

just those I know and love along with those I know and hate. So here we are people, either being a responder or an initiator playing as being God or not. Now we know all the resources here on earth man uses and does not create, do we not? Where did, do

these resources come from? Was it a big bang and all here to use and us to figure it all out , being able to think good and or bad thoughts to produce things or not? Usually in thought what we do is good, when it might not be? If was, and nothing else,and there

being no life after death then there is no life after death is there or is there? And if there is no life after death, what is the use of living here on earth. What purpose? All is futile! ? You can gain much stuff here on earth, and when die leave it to whomever, as

we all know man each one leaves all his gains and losses behind when he dies does man not do this? So tell me if nothing after this life in death, why do we live first? Why are we even born? I think there has to be a purpose, do you not? For if I am to just die

and be dead, in that is there any life? So might as well party now, for tomorrow I might die, you also. So that makes me free to do whatever I want to do, does it not you too? So tell me, being free now to do as you decide, is it good for you, me or anyone else

to harm another here on earth, that got here the same way as you? Was it not by man and woman or maybe insemination, however, you came here through flesh right? Do I, you and all have the same right to be here on earth, being born here not of your

own free will? And when you have or had Children, was it any of their free will to be born here too? To sum this up, I see this, there has to be something more to this earth we are first born on, in from man and woman, that just to live and die one day later

whether here a while or not. I say this because the first death I experienced, was me dying, at age 12. Then my Sister’s death, she was 18, died on an overdose of drugs. Then my Dad, when I was 17, then my Brother John. when I was 21 years of age. Then my

mother in 2002, however and whatever way any death happens, I want to hope their is life after this, anyone else have these type of tragedies? There is a creator of all, to me he is God, as revealed to us by Son, Jesus the Christ for us to get new life given us

in his risen life for us to be given this free of charge, just turn to him in belief and stand in this to see, I am telling you all it is worth it, To believe which is what Faith is. Now if there is or there is not, either way, what good does it do to me or you and or anyone

else to think bad thoughts of whatever has troubled us or troubles us ? I know this at age 62 now, no worries have ever helped me, not once, all they ever did was make me angry, frustrated and wanting to not have them, anyone else see this too, now?

Or has anyone reading this ever seen worry help them? I know this truth, I thought it had or does in past, why? Because I would become in thought(s) an initiator, playing God over my tragedies, and do things to get better? Like how to get over my Sister’s

death, how to get over abuse I have gone through? And you know what I found? Having a conscience of these bad happenings, never let me move forward in first accepting what is, is? Now once I saw to just accept what I have no control over as death,

I have no control over. I want to have that and no one die ever. Yet how to perform and or have that I have not. So I see worry does not do me or anyone any good, do you? So how not to worry, as like how not to initiate and play God, or how to be just a

responder to the God of Heaven and earth and more beyond? Anyone have the answer to that? I have beaten me up, in trying to find this out, so much I have died and been revived too many times now. I see to accept what is as is, whether I do good or bad,

I see I can not change me, let alone anyone else. Yet I try to help others with their problems in suggestions to them. As I now see since I can’t fix me in trying and worrying, how can I fix others, even though want to in care for them too. So what is amiss in

us each one that does care one for the other? Could it be, that when we are hearing another, we do not listen to them, whether in praise or hurt. What do I mean one might ask?

Well the last time you needed to vent and you did that, wanting too at least, And in the middle of it as you were talking, did the other(s) listening interrupt you? When that happened, did you get it out, whatever it was you were trying to get out?

When got interrupted before spewing all out what you needed to get out, was that not like that other picked up your vomit and threw it back in your face, trying to tell you how to fix it. Did, does that help? Sometimes it might seem as so, yet garbage here on

earth in thought still happens does it not? Now if you had a circle of people that just listened to you vent, and no one interrupted during your vent, would you then have gotten out, whatever was needed to be gotten out? Whether good or bad? How as people

can we now start doing this? Can we start to see to just listen until the other one is done and not interrupt them? Wait until this other says they are done, and will take feedback from you that listened? Now what to say to that other, that one just listened to?

Do we try to fix them? By our own thoughts of what we heard them say? For do I, or we not make up in our own mindsets, what we hear others say? Do we not tell them what we hear by our own makeup of the words we heard, in whatever definition we

have the word(s) we heard? Which might not as many times is not the same definition as the one that just spoke them. So in responding to them are we really responding to them in their words we heard or our own made up definitions of those words you


Does that help? the other or you in thinking you just helped that other get over their concerns? I for me, I found out this:

A dear friend, I got to know and hear, a man of care for all, listened, started a group of us doing this listening, by the name of Chris Lambert, who had has been through the Cuisinart, and made a video called Good bye Vietnam on You tube. Wow! is all I can say.

Now in being heard once a week for over two years, with at least three others in the group, I have gotten to vent and see me as if in a mirror. Others when I was done would say back to me just the words they heard me say, no interpreting them, just the

words. that resonated with me, that brought me to hear from inside me truth over error in accepting things now as they are in present time. Not in future thought(s) of what if, should have, or could have, as those are disappearing now. For what good is that

to be in future thoughts of things I wan to be? Especially if these do not happen and I get dependent on them to happen? What is my response when if it does not happen as I thought would or should? See my thought(s) are the initiator, my response is being

whatever thought(s) that have initiated me into thinking it better come true. And so many times in past, that has been the case for me and depression came in over these things I thought should be and did not happen as thought to happen. You too, I do not

know, but I do know how these stinking thinking thoughts, got me under its control to do what I would not do normally. And I hated that, in harming others over my troubles I was so focused on and can be again in an instant, especially when ever I think I

got it together, I find out I do not. So here I am and maybe you too, I do not know. Yet I do know this, I today am in training, got training wheels on to teach this mind of mine that does not mind to stay in this present second of time. To stand in that, not in the

past not in the future that is not here yet. That I find is not easy to do, yet to me I see it is worth it, to do this continually for peace of mind that passes all understanding. To be able to now use past and maybe future as past is gone, I now can learn from it

and not be mad over it. I can look at the possibilities of future and not be convinced that is what will be? For I can not predict future stuff, I can ask and stand in might and see might not get. Being like a cat hanging on a tree limb, and saying oh God if I can

learn from all mistakes made, what a wonderful future I will have then


Thank you I trust you Father thanks to Jesus risen for us all to hear and see and be new in your kind of love for all.

Homwardbound I am



just learning as I go forward into future, not past, standing in the present second, and seeing how fast the future that just came in goes out again, future goes out as past as fast as it comes in. Being trained from the creator of this universe I think is God,

The Father of the risen Son for us to get new life in his love and mercy given us by Son’s one time death for us all for reconciliation as if not one of us has ever sinned, this I see is done by God Father through Son for us all to be given new life to be led in

by him, having noting but what is in the long run good for us. First Forgiven everyone in his one time shed blood it is done John 19:30 states this. Then Hebrews 9:14-17 tells me of his will for us, that not one can get until they see what his one time death did,

we are all reconciled to Father, not any other, as forgiven as said in Col. 1:21-23 verse 22 gets me the most in thought how can that be, for us, except by his Love that is not fathomable as far as the East is from the west I see I can not stop how far that is.

When I started there in me believing I am forgiven whether I sin again or not again, that is when new life began. My mentor God sent then to me was Bob George of people to people ministries. As I heard and am learning it is truth, we all are forgiven in his

one time death, everyone, even if sin again he/she remains to us we are still forgiven from Father in of Son for us to turn from death to life as the gift, no earning it. And just trust, learn to quit trying to figure it out, where I found out is doubt, even as Eve

when she looked at the tree, it became appetizing to find out. So she ate and Adam who was there when she did this saw her not die, right away, and so in doubt he ate as well. Doubt and doing what he thought in doubt is what killed them. Doubt entered

and he died. Yet did not right away, for God Father (not known as Father then), had mercy on them and has had this on us all, whether see this or not, revealed now in risen Son for us to be new in given to us from Father once one decides to stand in beleif

and not works. Now this be what I see after that, if God himself were or is a tyrant as many I see have thought this, I had wondered this too. He would not have had mercy on them (Adam and Eve then), or clothed them, let them live to see they are not God,

yet are made in the image only as God, but not! Could God have not just killed them and started all over again? Why did he not? Because I see God does just love us all, IMHO. So see to be free and not harm others, by ever taking away their free will

Watch the Movie “ Bruce Almighty” with Morgan Freeman and Jim Carey. Where Freeman playing God to Bruce says you can do whatever you want, except take away free will from any other. See that is love to us all to hear and obey in this love for all,

to let each be as they choose to be, as I told you about in a listening group, where I have learned much deeper than ever though could, God used another person in their walk for me top hear, That be Chris Lambert.

Start your own listening group today and do as I talked of there, for being heard and not interrupted has changed me, I see this is exactly what God Father of in risen Son does for us, so stop being afraid and tell truth. I am not well enough to survive

I need Father in spirit and truth of risen Son for us all to get peace of mind being in troubles that do not quit here on earth.

Amazing grace this is to me from Chris Lambert who shared too. Was not the teacher, yet was and held nothing back as if better than us each one.


Thank you Chris my mentor in this, blessings to you in belief you have too.


Homwardbound I am thanking Father and Son for all, this allowing me to be free and screw up to learn truth over errors I have been through

I see to be just a responder to the initiator of all, God Father of risen Son, Jesus the Christ for us to turn to in belief to see and not give up, then one will see if does not give up. This I now know in not giving up.

Past onto all that might hear too, as God knows and I trust in to reveal to it to all that turn to him in belief too, not giving up when going through troubles too.




Truth being what I think we all want so seek


Do we then make void the law through faith? God forbid, rather we establish the law. It has always been by faith from day one in the garden. It was the serpent that brought doubt to Eve, while Adam was probably right there. Regardless of who ate first or second, doubt was created and they both ate. See, if they would have trusted God in what he said to them that they would surely die if they ate of that one tree only, then who knows the outcome. Yet the outcome is the outcome, it is what it is! So now we the people are left with the outcome, we are tossed to and fro, to this doctrine then that doctrine, separating ourselves from other groups, calling us right the others wrong, and the doubt that was caused in Adam and Eve remains to this day in our flesh that is. If you have been born again, and Brother, Sister Born again starts the day you first believed and asked Christ in your heart Ephesians 1:13 you were then sealed with the Holy Ghost for eternity. Now ask for the Holy Ghost to reveal Father to you, and it shall be done, the whole purpose of Jesus was to fill the old covenant and prophets, Matthew 5:17 in order to get you to his Father through the Holy Ghost. And this was filled John 19:30 states it is finished. Then he after the resurrection was here for forty days explaining the new covenant to the disciples. Then as he was ascending to heaven and the disciples did not want him to go. He told them if he did not he could send the Holy Ghost to them to seal them in the new covenant. Go and wait and pray for the Holy Ghost to come, they did and what a mighty rush this was, better than any drug or drugs here on earth, and completely to the max healthier than anyone knows except those that received, and still receivable today through faith. Then receive the new covenant Hebrews 9:16, then read on about this amazing new covenant.

Then see now what Paul meant when he said do we make void the law through Faith? No we rather establish the law through faith and God does the law through you the believer, and you are in agreement for God through the Holy Ghost to do this through you. This is the new way and there is no flesh in the way here, so there is no room for proudness or boastfulness. You see Brethren God does love you. This new way new covenant, brings you to work with joy (Jesus over You) so now you can whistle as you go through the fires on this earth, for you shall not be burned unless you give into doubt that is so rampant here on earth, causing all deformities here and now and has been. I conclude it is by doubt in God from day one at the garden, and it has been doubt ever since. Jesus confirmed what I say in Matthew 18 where the woman through her faith when she touched Jesus’s garment she was healed, and Jesus said it was her Faith, this woman had no doubt, and was instantly healed, WOW!

I tell you brother, sister, read the word, seek God while reading, and ask for the meaning as you read. God knows your heart, and if you want to know God, God will reveal himself, through His Son Jesus Christ.

Go now, Brother, Sister read, read and read again. Uphold the law for it is good, perfect and correct for you. It is just that no flesh can perform the law: as in the only two both are filled with LOVE GODS’ performing this in and through you, when one asks for this God turns your stress into resting in him. I call it GODQUILL so you can rest medicine, better than Nyquil. Love you all in Christ

Sincerely Yours whoever reads this? I know you’ll get it.